CMA Awards 2018

Fleet Foxes' Robin Pecknold Speaks On Overcoming 'Dangerously & Actively Suicidal' Thoughts

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Robin Pecknold of Fleet Foxes performs during 2018 FORM Arcosanti on May 11, 2018 in Arcosanti, Arizona. 

Fleet Foxes frontman Robin Pecknold shared his perspective on mental health and suicide after the shocking deaths of designer Kate Spade and chef, author and television personality Anthony Bourdain last week.

In a statement posted to Instagram, Pecknold clarified prior comments he'd made following the suicides of Spade and Bourdain while offering additional insight regarding his own experiences.

"During a period a few years ago when I was dangerously and actively suicidal, my respect for my loved ones and my knowledge of the pain I would cause them was, truly and with no overstatement, the only effective thought I had at my disposal to prevent myself from acting," he writes. 

He goes on to say that he doesn't believe that suicide is selfish, and that he takes issue with the lionization of it when someone famous takes their own life.

"When artists are made legends through suicide, I know that some segment of the impressionable population internalizes this as justification for the act," he continues. "I know this because I have overcome this exact delusion... I am definitely unqualified to discuss the mental health of others, but it follows that so too is anyone else unqualified to judge my psychic reality and assume that this has not been an unwelcome and pernicious facet of my own lived experience, one that I’ve devoted much effort and resources towards addressing. I can say I took a break between albums to 'go back to school' in interviews, but that isn’t the whole story..."

Read Pecknold's thoughts in full below.

 

I’ll try this again:  in thinking about the deaths of Bourdain and Spade, I made a post earlier today about suicide and mental health.  Some comments felt I was being unsympathetic towards the mentally ill or suicidal, so I’d like to rephrase and provide more context for what I was trying to say.  During a period a few years ago when I was dangerously and actively suicidal, my respect for my loved ones and my knowledge of the pain I would cause them was, truly and with no overstatement, the only effective thought I had at my disposal to prevent myself from acting. I was not saying suicide is selfish in my post.  I don’t believe that.  I can’t know firsthand another’s interiority, and I also have never had personal experience with a friend or loved one suffering from a truly debilitating psychological disorder.  I was not speaking for all who struggle with mental health, just relaying my own lessons and conclusions following years of unwanted destructive mental activity, consistent therapy, medication, and active concerted effort towards self knowledge and education. The reason it makes me uncomfortable to see suicide lionized is because suicide has been an at-many-times daily part of my psychic reality, even still.  It follows me around.  When artists are made legends through suicide, I know that some segment of the impressionable population internalizes this as justification for the act.  I know this because I have overcome this exact delusion. It makes me uncomfortable being more explicit, but some of the feedback made me feel the need... I am definitely unqualified to discuss the mental health of others, but it follows that so too is anyone else unqualified to judge my psychic reality and assume that this has not been an unwelcome and pernicious facet of my own lived experience, one that I’ve devoted much effort and resources towards addressing.  I can say I took a break between albums to “go back to school” in interviews, but that isn’t the whole story.  I have nothing but empathy for anyone struggling, and I really hope people get the help they need, and that we all make ourselves available to those close to us who need us.

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