Lady Gaga is devastated over her songs leaking online.
Her latest single, "Judas," was rushed out last Friday after it leaked online.
"'Judas' is leaking, it's like a slow death," she said on her GagaVision YouTube channel Wednesday. "They [the leaks] were tearing at the song, first it was the arm and then it was the liver."
Video: Lady Gaga talks 'Judas' leaks, creative process
She also describes her songwriting process as "15 minutes of vomiting and then days, weeks, months, years of fine tuning."
Still, she admonishes, "you must honor your vomit."
"Judas" has come under fire from religious groups. Bill Donahue, president of The Catholic League for Religious and Civil Rights, said in a statement over the weekend: "She is trying to rip off Christian idolatry to shore up her talentless, mundane and boring performances. Another ex-Catholic whose head is turned around... Is this the only way to jet up her performance? This isn't random, we are getting closer to Holy Week and Easter."
Gaga plays Mary Magdalene in the forthcoming music video for "Judas."